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[Dec. 29th, 2003|11:39 am] |
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new lj
add meeeeeeee
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<3 TyAnNa |
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[Nov. 17th, 2003|09:11 pm] |
this has been one hell of a week.
homecoming was last friday! it was awesome except for the fact that we got there an hour late and left an hour early. i didn't care, it was fun. but the dj SUCKED!
after that, we went to this "party" that consisted of 8 people - lol. it was better than homecoming (in more than one way) [^-^] hehe
then i find out that joredalvi died. i cryed. i didn't believe it. i just woke up, so i thought i was hearing things, or i heard something come out wrong. it was weird. it kinda made my saturday shitty, but it didn't truly register in my head till i heard it from more than one person. it was hard. i cryed even more after it sunk in...
saturday, was shitty. the concert was ok, but the people were assholes. esp. the one who wasn't supposed to be. whatever. that's another story.
i have been pissed at this kid for 9 days now. that's bad. we used to be like best friends. no, we can't hold a conversation. asshole.
oh well. as for that, these past few days have been better. yay. p.s lauren, my cell phone works. holler. [o_o] |
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[Nov. 5th, 2003|06:23 pm] |
Like Whoa - My day was cra-zay.
Had to make banners like mad.
Got bitched at by evil step parents
7 pages of homework - for one class.
My feet got blisters from my 'preppy' shoes.
Got a D- on a dumb report that I worked my ass of trying to make perfect.
The guy I like talks to my bestfriend more than he talks to me - Ha! Go Figure...
Homecoming is in 2 days.
Spirit Fest is tomorrow.
Working on the float - not done - due tomorrow.
Nicole's b-day is on saturday.
Thunder Road is in 3 days.
Wow - my life is so damn boring.
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[Oct. 22nd, 2003|08:01 pm] |
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i feel...
confused, guilty, worried, shitty, scared, curious, sad, mad, angry, pissed, excited, depressed, stressed....
and who the fuck knows why.
i have so many mixed emotions about everything!
-school, friends, family, swim shit, and then theres the guys. god. i dont wanna start on that. fuckers. never get involved with someone who says they love you for no apparrent reason. damn.
then there's homeboy. this mofo is supposed to be my absolute best friend and all of the sudden i have such strong feelings for him an they wont go away. then at the same time, i know how is is with girls and on one hand, i don't wanna be a part of that, but on the other hand, the way he acts with them is different from the way he acts with me. i seem to notice these things... we were together when he wanted to go out w/ this chic and she came over. he was sooooo happy but it's weird cuz... i dunno. he's just so different, and i have a hard time trying to convince myself that he is "bad for me." damnit. here's one of our conversations:
(Him): HOME GURL!
TroPiCaLaLoHaGrL: HOMEBOY!
(Him): i wanna tell u something but i don't know how you'll react, so don't say anything till i'm done. can i tell you?
TroPiCaLaLoHaGrL: no secrets, remember... you know you can tell me ne thing!
(him): tyanna, i've been thinking about you all damn day. it seems like you've been on my mind alot lately and who the fuck knows why.
TroPiCaLaLoHaGrL: what are you trying to say?
(him): tyanna
TroPiCaLaLoHaGrL: (his name)
(him): i love you and theres nothing you can do about it
TroPiCaLaLoHaGrL: dont say what you dont mean
(him): if i didn't mean it, i wouldn't have said it
TroPiCaLaLoHaGrL: stop it, you dont mean it!
(him): TYANNA I LOVE YOU! YOU HAVE TO BELIEVE ME I LOVE YOU I WOULD NEVER EVER LIE TO YOU! NO SECRETS REMEMBER!!!!
and then i signed off, left for 2 hours to go cry my eyes out, think about everything and, here i sit right now... fun, huh? i have no fuckiing clue of anything that i'm supposed to do. *mixed emotions*
HELP!!!!!!!!! :-/ |
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[Aug. 11th, 2003|10:31 pm] |
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WoW! A day in the life of me... i think you'd die. My mother left me babysitting for a week. So far it's been fabulous, but today was only the first day. See, she wants to move to Ohio, so she went up to look at houses. I am not happy about it at all. I'm not looking forward to this. And she knows how I feel, but of course, no one ever listens to me. God forbid someone take my opinions into consideration. But that'e besides the point.
On Friday, Jen and her friend Kaitlin came and kidnapped me from my house...in broad daylight...and walked thru my front door... go figure! So we went to Papa John's and Blockbuster. On the way back, some kid threw a water balloon at Jen's dad's truck, so we did a 180 on Federal Hwy and chased this kid down. When we saw him, we all ran out of the truck chasing after him. I swear I thought he was gonna shit a brick... but he ran inside the apartment complex and we lost him - (Damn it!) - so we were at jen's house watching a movie and doing all that girly stuff when we all decide to go outside. we were walking and this kid goes back on a bike, so say 'hollar' loud enough for him to hearand he turned around. he's like 'who said that?' and i was like 'me' and he goes 'oh, what's your name?' i go 'oh, my name's samantha, this is shannon (pointing to kaitlin) and this is betty (pointing to jen)'. it was funny, i thought she was gonna kill me... but we all kept straight faces. after a while, he asked for my number and i told him i was canadian and it waslong distance... *oops* little does he kno... ne ways, later on, we called like 50 guys and was like "WHAT'S UP!?" Blake was the lasting impression. He told me he wanted me to have his babies... yeah right...
Saturday, was a car wash, it was boring. Sunday, I slept. Today, I babysat and messed w/ justin, kurt and jackie all day... it was the most fun i had all day since i cant go ne where... oh well... it kept me occupied..
-Tai |
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[Jul. 14th, 2003|12:02 am] |
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i just got back from my dads house. it was the worst 2 weeks in my whole entire life, i swear. see, he lives out in the middle of a cornfield and is like 15 minutes from any civilization. fun stuff...not. i have soo much stress right now, it's not even funny. let's start from the beginning.
i met this kid who we'll call "Justin" like the day before my birthday. i met him thru a friend who we'll call "Nicole." anyway, i was talking to justin for a while and i started to like him. after only a week or so, nicole comes to me and was like okay justin really likes you and he wants to ask you out and i'm like all dazed and confused and whatever. so, the day before i have to fly on a plane to cincinnati, i spent all day w/ a few of my friends, justin included. when it's time for me to go home, justin offers, so i'm like okay sure. well, in the car, he told me that if it weren't for me going on vacation, he was going to ask me out and it made me feel kinda bad, but there was nothing i could do about it. i was supposed to go for 5 weeks, but i had such a long, hard, emotional melt down that my mom changed it to 2. i love my mommy... anyways, that's off subject. the week i was in ohio, i would call nicole everyday or she would call me everyday. and we would sit there and talk for a while and blah blah blah. well one day, i called her and her cell phone was off, so i caled her house phone and her mom picked up and we were talking for a while and she was telling me stuff i didn't wanna hear... it was stuff about nicole, bad stuff. i guess she was staying with justin for a while till things got situated at home. so, i get this email from her saying where she is and all that crap and a screen name to talk to her online if i see her. well, i talk to this girl who will remain nameless. she told me even more stuff that i definitely did not need to know. so when nicole got online, i asked her about it.
Tyanna: So, i heard you and Justin were going out
Nicole: Yeah, I'm really sorry, how did you find out
((Pause for tissues))
Tyanna: Don't worry about it
Tyanna: Okay, call me later, bye
Damnit! shes such a bitch. i would never in a zillion years think that this girl who was supposed to be my best friend since the 4th grade would ever do something like this. It makes me so freakin mad. So, my 4 day car ride was shitty. I hate it when my parents make decisions w/o me.
More stuff happens... 2 days after i get there... i was at my grammas house. when all of the sudden (dun dun dun) ( <- scary music) well, like 4 people come rushing through the doors. they tell me that my one of my best friends brittany and her b/f brian were in a very serious car accident. brittany was in the ambulance on the way to Upper Valley (hospital) and brian was with her. okay, this is what happened. this lady stopped st her stop sign, but pulled out in front of them. they T-boned her and then rolled into a ditch. the lady in the other car died instantly. she had a 4 year old daughter that her and her husband just adopted in the car, but nothing was wrong with her, she was jumping around the scene. brian on the other hand wasnt wearing his seat belt. his chest hit the steering wheel and the airbag popped out. well, as the car was rolling down in the ditch, the air bag deflated and he hit his head on the windshield. he was in a concussion. he also has water on his knee and has to have it drained. brittany was wearing her seatbelt, but she had worse injuries. she broke both of her feet across the tops. she also spilt her knee cap in 4 places and has to have surgery. there was glass everywhere. it was soo bad. i couldnt sleep that night. no one knew how either of them was doing. it was so scary. i wanted to see them, but i couldnt. it was hard. but, they're both okay. brittany has to have a wheel chair and has to go to physical therapy at the end of the summer - yay. its crazy. but atleast they're okay.
Chris is another one of my friends, well not anymore. we got into this huge fight. it was horrible. he was telling me how i need to sort out my priorities and how he should come first. WUT'EVA! i told him to f*ck off. i hate when guys think they are always right. damn it... he stalks me i swear. he calls to talk to my mom to find out about me, he wont even talk to me. so i'll tell him shes not here. i'm such a liar, i hate it. oh well...
Good stuff does happen though...
-Ashley moved back down from TN - whoop whoop
-Holly is coming to visit for a week on Saturday
-I get to start swim again this week (that can be good and bad...)
Okay, 2 and a half things, thats better than nothing... - i'm all "chipper" now (yay)
-Tai |
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[Jun. 16th, 2003|11:43 pm] |
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wooo Tai's first entry done by Lauren. |
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